My first apprehension is being emotional and hormonal. I want to be able to control that and be able to take a step back and realize it is only hormones that are making me that upset. I was really emotional with the first pregnancy and I’m nervous I will be again. I have been praying like crazy that God gives me the strength to be able to stay strong and lean on Him. And to also be able to explain to John that I am very tired and just need a break for a minute to “cool off.” Recently I had one of these moments. I knew I was getting really tired and so I took a breath, went into the bedroom and instead of just sitting, I did stuff and kept busy so I wasn’t able to feed myself negative lies and get resentful. Only by God’s grace was I able to shake it off. So that is my first thing I’m a bit nervous about.
October will be here before I know it!